Neverending struggles...

Moved!

2006-01-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

I have moved to... http://-suicidenote.blogspot.com

quiz

2005-12-15T17:48:00.000+08:00

1) post 5 weird or random facts about yourself.
2) at the end,write 5 people's name,the people who you want to do this quiz next, then tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.

Answers:
1. I fear that things that I dream of happen
2. I don't like beer but I prefer hard liquor
3. I like my room
4. I think those wrestlers are all just actors
5. I'm not gonna answer question 2 ^^

(Bleh I broke your chain ALINA)

Holidays

2005-12-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

Me back from China, quite boring lor, nothing much to do de...
Got to watch some shows on the plane though, on the way back, I watched the 40 year old virgin. Its freaking funny when he gets a waxing, unless you can't stand vulgarities lolol!
Then from Hong Kong, I went to Kun Ming, to the resort called Spring City, nothing much to do there but watch videos everyday, play golf, eat, sleep... Then back to Hong Kong, then it happened that the WTO thing turned out BIG, there was a small riot, started by the south korean farmer militants who in turn got pepper sprayed. These guys just don't know when to quit LOL!
Then not much... Now back home, kinda boring, off to Hawaii in 4 days time. I have no idea why but I suddenly have an obsession to buy a game... called lunar legend for the game boy advance. So I can bring it some place to play in case I got BORED BORED BORED besides, its sooo hard to get on a computer. and somehow cy's blog music made me feel like the floor below me is gonna collaspe... omg gotta stop that music @_@
Hawaii... Sighs...
Everybody go crazy! I wanna have some fun with my friends... Chalet planning anyone?

Okay I don't know what more to write...

Birth...

2005-11-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm back, with another morbid story...
Well, I was watching this movie, rather the drama, so in the movie, the mother would give birth to twins but the catch is that she would die at childbirth.
So at the end of the movie, you could see her screaming in agony... Then for no apparent reason I thought about it, what if, in the future, IF I am married and my wife is about to give birth, what would I feel when I hear those sounds... Then it didn't end here...
I went to bed, subconciously I was asleep but aware of my surroundings, sort of... Well then this question resurfaced, I imagined a scene, the shrieks of agony, seriously tore me up. When I woke up, found out my fist was clenched so hard that the nails drew blood... and I just cut the nails...
Dammit, its weird... I do not like it...

Gloomy...

2005-10-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

Heh, such a gloomy day...
A classmate asked me and a few other guys, if someone was to like another person for 5 years, would you call him/her stupid? Everyone of them immediately answered, "Wah lao, lame larh! Who like people for so long de!" When I heard this, it was as though the world collapsed. I was dumbstruck, felt like someone driving a long stake through my fragile heart. As some might have guessed, I liked someone... for 4 years after I went and counted it.
This is one reason why I didn't like anyone else, some went so far as to call me inhuman, possessing no emotion called love.
Anyway, when it was my turn to answer, I answered about the same thing as the others... Which was against my better judgement.
Don't bother asking who, I won't tell... Even if you burn me alive. I didn't try for 4 years, reason being that I didn't want to spoil our friendship, some friendships, strained too much at trying to become relationships, snap, never to become whole again...
I didn't want that to happen, it hurts just to think about it. It hurts when someone tells me to get a girlfriend... Gets me moody, depressed and the extreme would be to just break down...

Why does all this have to happen... Why me?

First aid

2005-10-17T19:41:00.000+08:00

Mann... First aid is BORING! Learn to make a sling for the arm, a restrain for fractured arm, a bandage for the bleeding head, tying down the leg and bandaging the hand...

We also learnt about burns, blah blah, chemical, scalding, electric shocking. The guy was pretty pissed as the class kept screaming and yelling, strangling each other with the bandage.

Kim stole my lil black book of secrets... She almost read it! No choice, tackled her down and took it back... T_T

Thats gonna start rumors! DIE!

The thing is... the book MUST NOT be read by anyone except one, unknown to me as of yet... Heh!

Nightmares haunts me almost everyday... Its always the same, A girl, this feeling of warmth, another person comes, takes her away and this heartache and painful wrenching feeling... I woke up with a start everytime screaming... and sweating...

Bad stuff... I talked with cy a lot these days... She tried to pair me up using the horoscope thingy... Rawr... I do NOT like Dee Gee! period...

This year should trickle by slowly... Haiz... Farewell soon 2E...

Sorrow...

2005-10-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

Yes... The dreadful exams are finally over! This pronounces the start of days of no work and all slack!

Went out with lj, arty, cy, hua xin and jie a few days ago. We went to watch Into The Blue. At first we wanted to watch Myth... Jie refused to watch because she watched it yesterday... I called cy... We discussed on how to kill jie the next day hahaha! Had a laugh... Then we talked a lot of crap till it was 3+ in the morning... Went to sleep.

Lim Jun went there the earliest, he was scared and ask me to come earlier as he's uncomfy alone... I went to the Plaza Singapura and played time crisis 3 and house of the dead 3 with lj, he kept screaming, "MASTA PIMP LUVVV!!!!" -_-" Then I bought the card for GHOST squad... Fun game! Then we went to the basement as the girls were hungry... Hhahaha! We went to Burger King, lj wanted to go KFC but everyone went to BK anyway!

Then we planned to sabo lj and hx, putting them together during the movie... They refused and arty decided to shuffle the tickets... Hahaha! Its so weird... Then we got a all girls and all guys seating! LOL!

Then cy was on her fone when suddenly she shouted, "SIAO ARH?! I not even at home lor!" Hahaha! Later we found out Nick wanted to go to her house and play xbox... Heh!
During the movie, we heard the chicken little dancing to the tune of Numa Numa! So we all sang along loudly! Chin Yi keep telling us to shut up hahahah! Some girls at our back giggled and laughed at our antics... XD

At the end of the show, we went to take neoprints... Arty was soooo gay! He jumped and blocked the camera, when the picture came out, it showed a black shirt with a manchester united on it! HAHAH! We laughed our asses off! Then we went to LAN, I saw a pair of jeans hanging around, so i dared arty to take it! hahaha! He was serious about it! LOL! We dragged him away from the jeans...

Then he went to pick stones, so did we... The we threw em into the drain! Later when I was walking, I suddenly heard a loud bang... Arty threw a stone at the roof! LOL Everyone ran away laughing their heads off! We went LAN, I let arty and lj play first, then the girls... They got killed by arty and lj in DOTA... Then we played CS... I got second frag... It was like... half a year since I played... I aimed mostly for arty and lj, and didn't look for hx... Got killed twice by her! LOL! Lucky de... Then we sweared all over the room hahaha!

Then we went back and took more neoprints... Arty kept doing his jump at all 3 machines we went to... Hahaha! We got back at jie and strangled and tickled her hahaha! It was so funny and we all had a great laugh! In the last booth, we stole jie's shoe and threw it outside... lj blocked the booth while me and arty steal her shoes... Hahaha! Lj screamed threesome!!! and ran in too! Jie took advantage and ran out, I dived and tried to take her other shoe, she got unbalanced and sat on my head... T_T

Jie proposed to play badminton... She wants to play with lj, cy wants to play with me and hx has no choice but to play with arty hahahah!

First aid course... over in 2 days... Finally... Anyone need to be bandaged?!

2005-10-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent,
quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one
can change that. Usually quiet but only because
your listening, don't let anyone think you
haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because
your shy or sad, your usually quiet because you
are thinking. Your answers are well planned and
helpful so people generally seek your advice.
Your the perfect balance between solitary and
outgoing. But sometimes you need a little time
to yourself to sort out your emotions and
figure things out. You understand the phrase
'sticks and stone' and rarely let things get to
you. What's that important for you to have to
get so upset over? You know what you want out
of life but are simply taking your time and
enjoying things. To you your life is fine as it
is, you can always change things later if your
not happy.

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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2005-10-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

Your Hidden Power Is Water

You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for meThen I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for youIn my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart

What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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2005-10-10T16:31:00.000+08:00

The spirit that follows you is the Angel. Bright
and optimistic, the Angel flock to you, drawn
by your happiness. They watch over you in hopes
of keeping this happiness alive, but sometimes
may get in the way. You should be honored to be
in the presence of the Angel.
Color: WhiteElement: LightGemstone: MoonstoneEmotions: Happy and Friendly

What Spirit Is Following You? (5 detailed answers + anime pics)
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2005-10-10T16:26:00.000+08:00

Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around
you and are in tune with the world around. You
observe it but rarely interfere. Because of
your shy and timid nature you will not have so
many friends in your life. But then again,
large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are
comfortable on your own and are reserved to
others who you don't know or know very little
of. You know everyone out there does not want
to be your friend, and knowing that is good.
However, people who don't know you that well
thinks that you are cold and distant since you
don't want to talk to them. Although you mean
no harm, you can't always be perfectly
understood in the world. No one can. Life in
general are you quite serene with even if there
are some things you don't like. Your love-life
is not so full of boys/girls, but if you
flirted more with the ones you were interested
in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies
you choose are calmer ones, you are no party
person that likes to drink and make-out with
three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading
a book or swimming is more your thing. Rate and
message!

What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
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2005-10-10T16:22:00.000+08:00

WATER

Your element is water. On the
surface you are calm and relaxed like a still
lake or small pond. However, appearances can be
deceiving, because underneath you are powerful
and emotional. You are creative and
instrospective though not completely solitary.
You like the company of others as much as you
like the peace of solitude. You are well-liked
and easy to get along with unless your temper
is unleashed. Kind and nurturing you love
helping others and cannot stand seeing pain.
You would be best matched with Earth or Light.

The Element Personality Quiz (7 Results / Photos)
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2005-10-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Quizzes

2005-10-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

Wine

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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2005-10-10T16:05:00.000+08:00

Your Angel is charming. Easy to talk to and makes
you feel good about your self. Don't lett this
Angel go!WING TIPE=skinny and long
ELEMENT=kindness COLOR=green ANIMAL=dog
NAME=Davey

What kind of Angel is inside of your heart ( awesome pics)changed and a new angel!!!!!!
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AHHHH!

2005-10-04T18:15:00.000+08:00

HOLY CRAP... This site is so totally deserted... Plus there is exams nearing... Actually I'm writing this just... 15 hours from the English paper 2... No mood... Busy busy busy! Birthday stuff shall be written next time I post... Buh Bye!

Meh

2005-09-04T17:04:00.000+08:00

Meh??! Its almost one month since I came here! LOLOLOL! Okay summarise the whole thing... Just received letter from VJ saying... I didn't get in... Bah, at least still got TJ! NCC, we had orienteering, was pretty fun except that when in combat boots, never run 8.7km, you'll get the skin off your heels and... bleeeeeeed like me! Ruben said that I will be on next years NCC graduating list... LOL thats so cool, I'm only sec 2 and I graduated, I'm the only sec 2 on a bunch of sec 4 names! Wahahahhaa! 3 days ago, I was coming down the stairs, Nathan was grabbing Xia Xue's hand and Steffi on the other end, its like a tug of war, Xia Xue kicked Nathan on his groin... Ouch thats gotta hurt LOL! Later I found out from Steffi that Xia Xue took her stuff and she asked Nathan to get it back for her, thus the tug of war. Qi Chen and I found out that Sin Huat was looking very intently... at Xia Xue, when Steffi pulled her blouse, Sin Huat was looking at her bra/ bosoms/ boobs/ headlights/ Bonkers. Then we told her and she said we were lying... -_-" Thats such a lousy excuse! We try to help you, you dao us... What theeeee...
What else... Oh yeah, Nick said that Nathan and Steffi went to his house to do project, then Steffi brough Kang Yu along (Her current BF) So He was pissed because Kang Yu wasn't invited lol... Then later he and Kang Yu went to ka jiao Nathan... Nathan always wear his pants damned low, pull his shirt up can see his undies de. So they pull his pants down... Can imagine LOL! Then they sabo Nathan and Steffi sit same taxi go home...
Mmmm... Oh yeah, Me, Hua Xin, Chin Yi and Jie went to play LAN... So fun! But a bit like bullying la... XD I'm so mean, never give chances one... Play C&C generals, I within 5 minutes go and capture Hua Xin's command centre and then Eug surrendered, We win! XD Then Counter Strike, I killed Chin Yi for a while... XD Then I changed to terrorist and killed Eug and Hua Xin for a while also... Then we got bored of it. What else did we play... Mmmmm... Oh yeah, we went to the arcade, played Time crisis 3, Outrun 2, Daytona... It was quite okay... Although amazingly loud and we all left half deaf lol! Then we took a neoprint for fun... We couldn't find the machine, so we went up one floor and then we left Hua Xin, hide from her... She smsed Chin Yi saying "I'm Lost" LOL!!! Then I went to find her, we walked one round, ended up at the same place then found her there... -_-" Waste of energy! Then taking neoprints... Squashed outta the picture... So weird... The pictures came out rather well except the one where eug shoved me closer and made me gack at the camera, so I looked damned weird... XD Nuuuuuuu! Then we all went home... Oh yeah, If any of you 6/1 '03 people are reading this, Halo party at my house, pure console gaming fun! Woot! This december, coming soon... Please message or call me if you have any queries... Actual date will be sent to all interested applicants! Thank you for your co-operation!

Horoscope

2005-08-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Your birth date describes who you are, what you're good at, and what your inborn abilities are. It also points to what you have to learn and the challenges you are facing.Once you have discovered your Birth Number,forward this email to the rest of your friends,including the one who sent this to you. Put your "number" in the "Subject" line and pass it on!To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit.A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight.Example: March 20, 19503 + 20 + 1950 =19731 + 9 + 7 + 3 =202 + 0 =22 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date inthe example.#1 THE ORIGINATOR#2 THE PEACEMAKER#3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY#4 THE CONSERVATIVE#5 THE NONCONFORMIST#6 THE ROMANTIC#7 THE INTELLECTUAL#8 THE BIG SHOT#9 THE PERFORMER---------------------------------------------------------
-----# 1 - THE ORIGINATOR1's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honestand do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses.
-----#2 - THE PEACEMAKER2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others'needs and moods and often think of others before themselves.Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't liketo be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life.
-----# 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY3's are idealists. They are very creative,social, charming, romantic, and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go togreat lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic.
-----# 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature.
-----# 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risktaking, and enthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation.
-----# 6 - THE ROMANTIC6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to behappy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and tohelp. They are very loyal and make great teachers.They like art or music. They make loyal friendswho take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.
-----# 7 - THE INTELLECTUAL7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions.Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins therace.
-----# 8 - THE BIG SHOT8's are the problem solvers. They are professional,blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in noun certain terms that they are the boss.
-----#9 - THE PERFORMER9's are natural entertainers. They are very caringand generous, giving away their last dollar to help.With their charm, they have no problem making friend.

This is weird... I'm number 6... I'm supposed to be all that?! I have no idea why in every kinda horoscope... I'm always the guy who is some kinda charmer or romantic guy... -_-"

What the hell is your problem

2005-08-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hey, I've got some good news! I'm going to TJC!!! Yeah! Now I can permanently change the transfering... to something else! Wheeee! So hyper today, No NCC due to O level orals for upper secondary, then we went for assembly. Today's assembly was these 2 people who came and introduced to us what is dancing like in 1910s. It looked really weird... They changed clothes twice for different dancing scenes, on the second changing, something funny happened... The guy... FORGOT TO ZIP HIS PANTS!! AHAHAHAHAHA! His fly was just opening and closing and there it was, black underwear, everyone laughed and he broke off, hid behind the stage. When he came back, his pants was zipped and everyone was like going awwwww... Ahahahahaha! Then I went home... Sleep sleep sleep, play some computer, then my friend tells me about someone's friendster, writing obscene things about her that is not true, its just criminal! Now people think she is really like that... Dude, if you're reading this... Lemme ask you, WHAT THE F**K is your problem, I know that the surname could be used in your rap but can't you change the name for god's sake, you've just tarnished someone's reputation. I cannot accept this! I LOATHE YOU! I cast defiance in your teeth! Okay I'm done ranting... I'm not going to start naming people, If you know who you are then do something about it... Just my 2 cents

Projects

2005-08-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey people... just found out that my blog is very run down... Ahaha =P I got too caught up in Xenosaga episode 2 and... homework and projects. I still have got design and technology, science problem solving, english debate, english class newspaper and... literature test to study for... Argh Gimme a break! I'm already sick! National Day is coming... one day closer to the day where everyone wears red and white, I'll be wearing green though ahahahaha!
Oh yeah... Almost totally forgot about my applications! VJC said I got shortlisted and I went for the interview! Its so totally cool! TJC just informed me that I got shortlisted and will be taking the test this Saturday! I totally love what is happening these days...
Finally decided to get off my seat and get my silver tag done... Laser printed letters and stuff, shinier than steel!
Class decided to go laser quest after the final term exam... Whoa... I wanna PWNZ everyone!! ph34r t3h 1337 sk1llz!!!
I really gotta go out... Hey you! You know who you are, can we just go to a movie... or a arcade or a cybercafe... Maybe shopping...

Okay off to study!

Back!

2005-07-04T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hey ya all! Back from... dunno... Just didn't blog ya?! Mmm... Well... Recently developed a fetish for vampires... Maybe the cool bad guys in the movies too... Why do the bad guys have to lose... *grumble*
Began watching Trinity Blood, Abel is so cool when he changes! Love the red glowing eyes... Mmm... Not much to say... I got lung infection AGAIN, stronger antibiotics though... Maybe I should do... Some kinda bashing! Oh yeah... Whats up with mom... She thinks I'm consorting with girls... STOP THINKING SIDEWAYS! I do my work, study, play and go out with friends... Whats wrong with that? I did go out with my guy friends... Just that they are too busy or have to... entertain some of their friends! Its a big misunderstanding... Hard to explain to them hor... ALWAYS xiang wai 1...
Yay I bashed something! Lets finish off with a little lame factor, so that whoever reads this will think I'm lame, laugh at my expense and just be amused! Ehehehe... Can you pee in the dark? LOLOL! I can... Found that out when I was in the toilet, friend decided to be cheeky and switched off all the lights... ( It was at night) Then I just did my thing and got outta the cubical, got out, switched the lights back on and washed my hands... He laughed really hard but was shocked that I didn't spill... Okay! Show of hands, who thinks i'm weird?!!

Zealot

2005-06-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hey people! I'm back from gaming and stuff... I just got the NJC letter... Didn't get shortlisted, ah well... Was sad, disappointed for a moment, then I think it changed me... I will appeal until I get in, no matter how long or WHAT it takes! This newfound zeal will blur the teacher's boundaries of my impossibles and possibles! Watch out people... This is the new me! The old slacker is DEAD...

Hehe...

2005-05-21T13:15:00.001+08:00

Exams are OVER!!! I hope I get good grades though... Anyway, I found out that on sunday and monday, the postman will not be on duty, so no letters will be sent... I freaked out and told my mom to drive me to NJC and personally hand in the letter! When I reached there, the guy told me that I forgot to paste the passport sized photo of myself... I was like... Oh... crud..., ran back to the car, everyone was looking at me. Hahax! While driving to Tanglin mall to take a photo, my mom found a passport sized photo in her handbag... DIAOX!!! Turn around and went back, the guy was soooo surprised to see me back in 10 minutes! Then went home and rescheduled Arthur and Lim Jun's visit to next saturday and sunday. Deejee wants to go shopping for BBQ stuff already... Anyone else wanna come?

EXAMS!!!!

2005-05-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

Oh my freakin god! Its the start of the exams... English and chinese composition... I really hope I don't screw this up... OR I'm SOOOO DEAD... At least I know how to do the freaking paper... I think...
Oh by the way... ALINA, I wan to kill you... You and your stupid less than 30 words post... I wan to strangle you... But dun worry, I won't lay a hand on girls... So there! Means I won't harm you... Don't worry, I won't bite... hard...
By the way... Had a really strange dream last night...
I was at the hall, the chairs and tables were stretching far beyond, the tables in front were pitch black... Suddenly I heard someone behind me, I turned around to see Lim Jun... Then he was like screaming gayishly as usual... Then We spotted two Assault Rifles hanging on the wall in a glass panel that says break only under extreme distress... We looked at it for a while and went... AHH What the heck... So we smashed the glass and grabbed the rifles... For some reason, it was extremely light... Anyway, we continued forth, A black shadow zipped past the top of the ceiling... Then all was still... Suddenly a black four-legged thing pounced out and attacked us, I saw a piece of paper on the table, with a incomplete chinese letter... Lim Jun screamed that it was the key to open the gates, and that he would hold it off while I complete it... At first, I stared at him... Wondering how the hell did he know that completing this crap would solve the problem... Looking at the paper... I couldn't remember!! Then I woke up... It was 4 am... I spent the last two hours looking at my chinese ying yong wen books...

Errr...

2005-05-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

Yo! Wassup? I just became a personal student tutor for... Lim Jun and Kimberly, shocking rite? She called me lao shi in class lor... At first, I dunno why she call a english oriented teacher by "lao shi" then later I found out ish me... Tmrw must teach Jun about the graph thing... Hahaha, people dun understand what the teacher teaching... Not fair... I got big crowd around my table asking me about stuff... I cannot do my own graph... T_T Must use recess and before school to refresh and study... Kimberly said something that sounded so very wrong... Sandra came over... then for no reason Kim suddenly said to her that I'm her lao shi dun come and steal... DOTZZZZ...
Diana, thanks for the compliment, again another shocking discovery made by Diana... By the way, I don't think I'm handsome... Low self-esteem? NOPE! Just don't think I'm handsome...

Depressed...

2005-04-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

I hate myself... Everything I do fails... All I've done is cause a huge rift between the class and me... All my outing plans won't work because everyone is not going to come... I feel like crying, but I'm just so sad that no tears will come out... The world is against me, everyone is against me, everyone hates me... So alone...

Okay, I'm not so unstable now, ranting and stuff don't do much, Stand up and face the world! If it is cold to you, be cold to it in turn...

Cough

2005-04-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hey people! I've been sick for a while now... Now the doctor finally found out that I have asthma, which was what I was implying to my mother a while ago, but she doesn't believe me!
Today and yesterday was so darn funny!Lemme start!
Yesterday, brought strepsils to school, everyone started stealing my strepsil! Evil rite... Quarrelled with my jie and she swallowed my last antibiotics pill! LOLZ! She felt the effects after school, fell asleep upstairs in the den area... Went to doctor and he finally checked out that I have asthma...
Today I did PFT even though I showed Teacher the medical cert! Bwahahahaha! During Literature, teacher wanted us to do a poem, the girls in my group came up with a poem on the... who loves who in class... After reciting it, everyone was glaring at us like medusas ready to stone me... Suay leh... Not my fault! Then the girls get revenge on them... In front of my face, molesting each other, grabbing each other's boobs and... under part... Gross rite?
Ok I'm starting to get dizzy, so... Bye!

Sick

2005-04-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

Damned... My life sucks... I was already coughing before I ran the 2.4km thing. Next day, coughing, running nose, fever, phlegm! Knees weak and blah blah... See a doctor and he says its immunity breakdown... What the hell... I hate this... I've got nothing to do!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Boredddddd...

2005-04-09T15:18:00.000+08:00

Damned... Wat a boring day, nothing to do, tution teacher came while I was watching Tv... wonder how she got in... -_-" Learned about MORE simultanious linear equations. After that, did science and english revision, then go do 20 push ups for fun... nothing on tv so I went on the computer, now I'm soooo freakin boredddddddd... Need something to do!

Hey...

2005-04-07T17:32:00.000+08:00

Lesse now... I forgot to blog for almost a week now! Lets do some backtracking shall we? BTW, all ex-rss, please gimme your handphone number and also go register at http://xyhroex.astahost.com/board

April 1th- April Fools Day! My arms hurt like hell from training the day before, sec 1s have no endurance, keep putting their knees on the ground when doing push up, restart... RESTART... RESTART!!!!! Gah... really hate the sec 1s... Played tricks on classmates with plastic correction tape strings! My buddy's correction tape was used up, so we dismantled it, pulled out the strings, stretched them and tied them to the legs of our table, when a girl and a guy approaches... Hehehee... They fall down on each other, had a good laugh until I tripped over it, so suay... Also not to mention that my SJ friend, cause my arm was pain, asked me to do stretching, it was on purpose... he made me swing my arm when a girl was walking by, my hand went up her skirt and got a slap in the face... Chased him down and splashed him with water until he was soaking wet!

Lemme skip till 6 Apr...
Today must wear the big green uniform and combat boots... How heavy and straight, personally, I think its a big bother to wear these! We left the class early as we had individual markmanship training at SAFTI(Singapore armed forces technical institution) After waiting for a while, then went to shoot the M 16, hell the target was small... Managed to shoot everything though! So I got my marksman's badge for the second year in a row, the other marksman was Dino, for the sec 1 marksman last year, it was me and a malay guy... I'm gonna have 2 big heavy metal badges on my left arm... Wish it was lighter and only had one...Then I was chosen to represent the school for the M 16 shooting competition, waste of time, we should lose! Went home, slept on the car, smsed chin yi and heck loads of other people trying to get a date when everyone is free to organize a chalet! Worked out and slept at 12...

Its finally down to today! 7 Apr!
Got scolding from geography teacher... She is soooo lame... Contradict her own words, first she said that we talk to each other, she don't care, then afterwards, she picked me and 2 others out because we were talking... IT WAS ABOUT THE STUPID TEST! I also thought that she didn't care? So annoyed by her! The only funny thing is that the chinese teacher was hospitalised for a whole week, everyone cheered! HAHAHA! That was because she teached us using the higher chinese method, which for us is very hard to go home and memorize the dictionary... Slept on the car again, smsed Chin Yi n eug for a while, now here I am, sitting in front of the computer!

Awkward...

2005-03-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

This is awkward... I'm new, so don't start critising...